Updates and Brows

 8/12/2022

Met with my oncologist for the second time. Confirmed my chemo treatment, my health and received a bunch of prescriptions to help me through chemo.

I am glad that they worked with me and my schedule so I could still go on vacation with my sister, Jennifer, to Las Vegas for 5 days of relaxation and fun.

My treatments are scheduled to begin 8/26.

My teaching job at the college starts on 8/23 so I'll meet my students before chemo starts. One of the biggest challenges during chemo is that my immune system will be low at certain times and being around germs is not good for me.

My mental state is good most of the time. I have bouts of tearing up. The anger has mostly passed.

People are asking me what I need, and it's challenging because I don't know. I have time to prepare physically and mentally AND I just don't know how I will feel and what I will be able to do.

I've been doing yoga for over 30 years and I have been sober for over 30 years. I've done lots of therapy along the way as well. I did find a new therapist and reconnected with my old one to work through some of the stuff coming up.

8/13/2022

I got my brows and eyeliner tattooed. Who would have thought that my first tattoos would be around my eyes? I have to admit it was very painful and I don't know that I'll ever get it touched up. I'm glad I did it though because I can deal with no hair--but no eyebrows-well that's too much for me!



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